Watch movies like John Tucker Must Die....lol. My little sister recommended it so I had to check it out. It was one of the funniest movies I've seen in a long time, but I can't watch movies like that cuz then i want somin like they got and i don't got that and then i get sad and then i want chocolate.....and i ate it all this morning....dammit. that sux. I have a friend who's going out with the girl i like so the entire time i was like. dammit. I'm always the frikkin hott guys brother. that sux. but i learn to deal with it. only prob is it don't always end up like it did. in fact it almost never does. for the longest time he learned to deal with it and likewise i have too. i just hope my story ends in a similar way. any ways....lol. not that ne1 reads this cuz i dont have that many friends...well....u kno what I mean, the ....i dunno....maybe one of u that reads this. so. since u dont kno me most likely. im a guy and I'm metro so I'm allowed to watch chick flicks all I want. I'm also kinda an uh-oh oreo. white on the outside kinda emo on the inside. kinda in the fact that my insides dont cut themselves....atleast i dont think they do. and its on the inside for 2 reasons. i dont really dress emo. i try to dress metro when my wallet allows me to. *cries* but i try. and i dont cut myself on the outside either. I dont kno why I'm writing here. as long as i live i will listen to peoples problems but i really dont kno ne1 who lets me talk so maybe im thinking i can use this for that. o ya. the emo ppl in JTMD were awesome. high 5's for them. tomorrow i have to go to san fran and go to a museum and write a 3-5 page essay, i also have to draw something......like......a knife piercing an orange in the eye knocking over a glass of milk which is spilling so perfectly that it bounces off the orange and looks like the oranges blood. hehe. dont ask me. ask my teacher. we have to do a project hiding things from a psycho friend. maybe its things we need to hide from her. maybe what ever we draw she'll kill US with!? gee......im not drawing the rusty dull knife nemore. AAR is cool. i like them. they are my substitute for chocolate. there are 3 t's in substitute. dont belive me? count em! ok. ya. im almost done i swear...jk.im lonely. no1 talks to me nemore. it kinda sux. phone rang. didnt answer. didnt wanna talk to them. theyre weird. u dont kno em. trust me. it was this uber horny guy that wanted to tell me about his fantasies. i dont do fantasies. i listen to problems and offer solutions to problems. u kno what i hate? when ppl come up to me and are like. omg. i like this person. what should i do? and im like...........i dont kno them? how should I kno? or like the girl i like likes my best friend right (same situation as i mentioned before)? and she likes to tell me all about how she likes him and asks me what he says abuot her and stuff. i kno. sounds like a jerk right? shes not. she dont kno i like her. and i dont care if she reads this. doubt she would. but theres always a chance. even if she did i could deny it. he's as hott as john tucker but doesnt....abuse.....his....hotness? if that makes ne sense. so tons of girls like him. yup. hes cool. i also got a paper to write. its about a commercial ad. I've been working on a few requests. damn. i gotta make a.....template! thats the name. its for my art group. KCD Designs. knowledge creativity determination. meh. not the best name. but its growin on me. its better than: "Team .Life" such is life. art is life. such is art. so ya. im kinda happy about not being "Team .Life" Im hoping to start my business soon. i wanna actually be a fashion designer. i dont kno what to call it. i might start it with some ppl in KCD Designs so the first few are gonna have KCD on it. ill post it in a bit maybe. i better go. lol. no one wants to read this neways! nite every1